Lost...

...maybe we all are...lost, that is...and maybe that's not such a bad thing....to be lost enough to let ourselves be led. Maybe that is what this holy weekend is about. truth is i am pissed off tonight...yes i screw up, yes i fail those i love...but am pissed all the same...i wish i could understand more than i do. my crazy friend campolo says it's friday....but sunday's coming, and he is right, period. yet living in the cosmic saturday where you have to deal with all the shit is not easy...

i have let down and i feel let down today...sunday seems a long time coming...

Watch with him...

Something Jude said has been pulling at my soul...'We have all betrayed and been betrayed, yet I still have no idea what it must have been like. Can I not watch with Him one hour?'

Makes me realise i am no different...i would have slept and denied also...

Growth...

...be sure to make mistakes, make a lot of them, because there's no better way to learn and grow...

Light...

'Even if our efforts of attention seem for years to be producing no results, one day a light that is in exact proportion will flood the soul.'
(Simone Weil)

...for all those who seems to not be able to find the light switch...

wisdom

my boy looked out of the window, seemingly bemused by the heavy rain, and asked, 'daddy, why is the sky crying?'